So i realize i have not been tumbling in a very long time. and a lot has happened in that allotted time as usual… im no longer with the guy i once thought i was going to marry. And even thought i legitimately thought i never was going to find any one like him, anyone better, anyone i would ever want to even be with again.. i did. And alot quicker than i would have guessed. I thought that it was it for me — that i wouldnt ever find someone else as much as everyone kept on telling me i would. And so quickly i have fallen so hard for someone who was there all along, who i never thought i would have ever been with. I guess its true that good things are right under our noses without us even knowing them to be. Who would have thought my next door neighbour at my new residence i would end up being with after R. But its made me realize so much - and isnt that what relationships are suppose to be about when they dont work out? is learning from them and moving on in life knowing what you do want out of a relationship and what you dont, learning about yourself and changing as a person. Ive learnt alot from my relationship with R.. and being with T has made me realize how incredibly happy i am now and now incredibly unhappy i was in the last few months of my past relationship that i ignored. Sort of an eye opener i guess.
Ive always ranted on my tumblr, ive always come on here and wrote when i didnt know how to express myself or who to talk to . Where i could say whatever the fuck i wanted and never really gotten judged for that. This still feels like that kind of place. So there you go. My rant of the evening. My emotions and life on the table. Enjoy for now.
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